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Who exactly are you waiting for, no one's heart is surging
Do you expect it to come slowly, slowly misplacing everything and ending it
Who exactly are you waiting for, no one's heart is surging
Do you expect it to come slowly, slowly misplacing everything and ending it
Among my peers, I'm not brave, even the most cowardly, afraid that love will take my life
I hide my gaze and impulses, I don't believe the thumping sound of my heart, so I choose to escape
Occasionally I'm afraid of losing, occasionally I'm afraid of being coveted
Occasionally I lose my temper for no reason, the source of the disgust is clearly myself
I clearly know everything, with ten thousand words on the tip of my tongue
Hesitating to speak, absent-minded, not knowing what I owe
A promise hesitated over for a lifetime cannot be fulfilled
Absurd memories slowly shatter into pieces
The pitch-black night is lit by fire, the music of joy and sorrow is sung by me
I'm unwilling to leave the love I take to the grave in my last words
Time flows backward, too late to ask myself one last time
Who exactly are you waiting for, no one's heart is surging
Do you expect it to come slowly
Slowly misplacing everything and ending it
Who exactly are you waiting for
No one's heart is surging
Do you expect it to come slowly
Slowly misplacing everything and ending it
Punish me, bear the weight I cannot bear
The responses I don't care about also become irrelevant scratches
My neither deep nor shallow footsteps have never been so heavy
I don't care about holding nothing back, it doesn't matter if it hurt
Leave a word of farewell, tell myself they are not in the memories, stop lying to myself
All the imagined, imposed bottomless depths are simply not worth sympathizing with
Thoroughly want to leave or want to stay
To the left or to the right
Making up excuses and reasons
Questioning and begging once again
Who exactly are you waiting for
No one's heart is surging
Do you expect it to come slowly
Slowly misplacing everything and ending it
Who exactly are you waiting for
No one's heart is surging
Do you expect it to come slowly
Slowly misplacing everything and ending it